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i hate that people think theyre sooo much better than other people. you arent. get over yourself. nobody is perfect and nobody ever will be. i dont weigh two pounds, so what? im not blonde, and? i dont get straight a's. i dont go out and get fucked up every other night. i dont like to get wasted off my ass and make a complete idiot out of myself. i dont have the most expensive clothes, i dont have an amazing car, my butt isnt as bootylicious as yours is, i could keep going and going and going but i wont. i honestly just don't understand why highschool is all about drama and talking shit about eachother. no matter who the hell you are, who the hell youre friends with and what the hell you do, someone hates you. someone is NOT jealous of you, like you may think. someone thinks youre a bitch. a big one. someone thinks you're ugly. someone thinks you're immature. someone thinks you're stupid. something thinks your fat. someone thinks your anorexic. someone thinks you smell... whatever. my point is, there is always going to be someone that has SOMETHING against you and has nothing better to do with their time but to talk crap about you or point and laugh at your outfit or call you ugly. theres someone out there who knows absolutely nothing about you but pretends that they do JUST so you can recieve their criticism. i hate it. i hate all of it so much. i hate it when it happens to me and i hate it when it happens to other people. but, it happens. i came to the conclusion tonight that i am just not going to give a fuck anymore. do whatever the hell you want. just remember, you are just as unperfect as anyone else. and im sure that anyone can find PLENTY of things to laugh at about you, but i won't, because i try a little harder than you to NOT be a fucking bitch.
oh and by the way, my boyfriend, aka derek, decided to quit smoking and drinking ON HIS OWN. which, if youre too stupid to know what that means, I DID NOT "MAKE" HIM. i didnt even fucking ask him to. it was all his decision. okay? thanks.
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[Friday
Jun 23rd, at 11:57pm 06 ] |
i hate car shopping.
ive been doing it since february,
and my dad is so damn picky
i can't find anythingggg.
i wish i had more money.
this would be a lot easier.
lame.
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[Tuesday
Jun 6th, at 3:38pm 06 ] |
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i have a boyfriendddddd. =D
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[Sunday
Jun 4th, at 11:00am 06 ] |
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i havent updated this since my birthday
aka february.
that's terrible.
haha.
hmm. a lot has happened but i cant really think of anything right now, of course.
i like this boy though.
and it's wierd.
he could be a very bad influence.
but i dont care, i like him.
and of course everyone at work knows.
so does he.
idk, we'll see what happens.
greek and herpe [[jessica & stephanie]]
got into an accident
one is in a coma
and the other is in serious condition
atv problems i guess.
it's messed up.
idk
yeah soo.
im having a bday party [[hugggge]] at the end of this month.
im excited.
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[Sunday
Feb 12th, at 7:54pm 06 ] |
TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY.
i am offically 16 years old
:)
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[Friday
Jan 27th, at 8:09pm 06 ] |
alrighty.
so this week has been prettty hectic.
lets start off with monday.
new schedule = not too great. i liked last semester much, much better. but you know, whateverrr.
and then tuesday morning is when it all started.
ben told me he wanted to talk to me about turnabout, so i was like okay, and then he starts talking about how he thinks it would be better if he went with this other girl that asked him, because 'he likes her better' and it shouldnt be a big deal to me because 'im nice and pretty and should be able to find another date' yeah well that didnt make it much better, but whatever. i told him i was fine with it, even though i wasnt. and by lunch.. half the world knew & everyone was against ben. haha. it was pretty good. lauren and sam wrote him a hate note and what not. but yeah okayy.
so nothing really happened on wednesday.
thursday i asked joe to turnabout, and so yeah now im going with him.
and today i find out that that tracy girl (the one bens going to TA with) found out about me and what he did to me and she got mad at him, so now guess who's dateless? NOT ME. ((but ben is)) :D
so yup. that's my story :)
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[Saturday
Jan 14th, at 9:12pm 06 ] |
oh and by the way
im going to turnabout with ben starke.
come on. let's hear it.
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[Thursday
Dec 1st, at 7:00pm 05 ] |
im grounded until next report card.
i guess that's where a 2.7 gets me, eh?
cellular telephone number = 262 442 5931
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[Friday
Nov 11th, at 3:32pm 05 ] |
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lets chat.
i havent been online since saturday.
due to my own free will.
that's like a record for me.
seriously.
hmmm.
worked saturday. shopped sunday. hung out with kyle on monday. work tuesday & wednesday. out to dinner with my family on thursday and went to the kms play 'aladdin' today went to 'up the down staircase' and im going to the cheer comp. later. i have to work 7 hours tomorrow. whooaa baby.
tampon fight on the bus today.
the whole testing thing was sooo stupid.
matt chernich is an annoying little fucker.
i may be going to the black eyed peas and gwen stefani concert on sunday.
idk, ask kayla.
hmmmm. and yeah.
im a horrible person.
and i have never hated myself more.
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[Thursday
Nov 3rd, at 7:54pm 05 ] |
hmmm.
according to the quiz that jessie took,
im a baller.
werd.
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[Monday
Oct 17th, at 7:16pm 05 ] |
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lets do a normal update.
today was alright.
bus was 25 minutes late. seriously. & when it came, there was only 10 people total who actually waited for it and rode it. psh. it was cold.
soo i was late to math, oh snap. jk. idc. i got a 95 on my quiz. :]
lang and lit i did not do my homework. so im failing. blahh. i hate school.
history we worked on jour review packet & whatnot.
lunchhh popcorn chicken. that was exciting.
biology we took notes and stuff. lamelamelame.
in spanishhhh we had a pop quiz that i did bad on, obv.
i got the solo in choir for a thousand miles.
in gym we played with medicine balls.
went to work today. it was fun because i was in a good mood.
and curtis was there. he's fun. he knows the byebyebye dance to nsync. which totally made him my hero. ohhh gosh you have no idea.
krysta's fun too. and phil. and i like my job. minus like one person who now works there. but whatevvv. ill get over it.
tomorrow i get to work with nicoleee, whom i love so much.
then i dont have to work again till saturday. im excited for that.
football game wednesday.
choir concert on thursday. you should come.
hmm yep. that's basically it.
i think you should comment because i never update.
thanks.
:] haha.
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[Tuesday
Oct 11th, at 6:43pm 05 ] |
so here's what i have to say.
if youre going to tell people what i say in my livejournal;
then there's obviously no point in it being friends only.
you're on the friends list because i trust you.
but if i took you off, there's obv. a reason.
and im pretty sure you know who you are and you know what it is.
get over it; because now im pissed.
times a lot.
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[Tuesday
Oct 4th, at 7:08pm 05 ] |
=O
OMG, COMMENT.
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[Tuesday
Sep 20th, at 2:48pm 05 ] |
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[Sunday
Sep 11th, at 11:33am 05 ] |
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hannah and i are going to bring back pokemon.
this guy..
yeah he's getting high.
word.
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[Wednesday
Sep 7th, at 5:38pm 05 ] |
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mike jonessss. |
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( st. bonifest )
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[Saturday
Sep 3rd, at 4:55pm 05 ] |
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Alrighty. So We went bowling on wednesday night - pictures.
( mhm )
friday was a really good day for me & i have no idea why.
Adv. Algebra - it was boring. that class is just not right for some reason.
Lang & Lit - entertaining. We did some game thing to get to know eachother and it was just really funny.
World History - Karell sits behind me now, we did some packet thing.
Lunch - Jaime, Mattie, Me, Matt, Bj, Paul, Karell is basically what our table consists of. Oh & Jeremy on Tuesday if he decides we're cool enough.
Biology - Haha that was a fun class on friday. We did basically nothing, took some notes. Lauren & I made fun of Rob because he thinks his nickname is RJ, even though his middle name is Edward. lol yeah.
Spanish - Can't understand a word Sr. Harris says. Its a good class though. I sit by avery. Ben Starke is really weirddd.
Choir - OMG, we played some soccer game, and it was hilarious. we picked the cool freshman to be in our circle and i dont know why but it was just hilarious. i couldnt breathe i was laughing so hard.
Gym - we did like nothing, it was boring.
Bus home - I made a new friend named Spiderman. Yeah i have no idea what his real name is, but ya know, whateverrr. lol.
Thennnn I went to the football game. Hung out with basically Jaime, Brittany, Lisa, and Reva the whole time. We pushed some freshman off the bleachers cuz they were in the way. hah oh wellllll. i like football games. me and reva were scopin out dillon most of the time. & we talked to curtis :) i miss that boy a lot.
Came home, did nothing, Went to bed.
This morning i had to work from 11-2. I tried taking people's orders and i got ssooooo confused. ah. lol i felt really stupid. OH WELL, IM GETTING PAID.
i have to work tomorrow 11-2, tuesday 4-7, thursday 4-6:30 and next saturday 11-2. So come visit me. K? Kayyy.
&& im going to st. boniface tonight. :)
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[Thursday
Sep 1st, at 8:24pm 05 ] |
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saturday i went to revas house with matt and brittany and yeah it was fun.
sunday i dont remember. like at all.
monday jaime slept over.
tuesday i had orientation at cousins.
wednesday mike was over like all day. then him, me, shanna, erica, molly and melissa went bowling. then we went to pops.
i have pics, but they arent working.
today was death day. brittany picked me up for school. poor girl was freaking.
got to school. adv. alg. sucks. no dillon. no brittany. no reva. no levi. NO EFFFiNG CURTiS. i miss him :(
lang and lit is fun. lots of people.
world history isnt that bad either. there's a lot of people in there too.
thennnnnn biology i think? wasnt that bad. should be interesting. there was a really bright clock in that room though. i was like whoaaa.
spanish was loud. lol. i sit by avery again. yay. lots and lots of people in there.
treble was so stupid. its like, me kellie and alexis in our grade. the rest are freshman and juniors.
gym was pretty good. there were a lot of people in it.
and then the bus. we have the pimp mobile, yo. ahahahaha.
yeah, i missed steve. but he was back. so i was happy. and mandie. i missed her too. but matt's gone this year, and he was awesome.
then got home, went to work. ahhh im so dead.
some kid named curtis claimed he met me before, and he kept calling me newbie and laughing at everything i did. lol he's hott though.
anddd yeah, i have to work on saturday again from 11-2. blahhh.
im going to the football game tomorrow!!! are you? i think you should. lol
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